♥ FEATURED
MUSIC IS LIFE.
WILL BE BACK. (:
♥ Saturday, August 30, 2008
be kind to yourself.
my
fastest mood recovery of all time !
today,
on my own (:
im so proud of myself.
but, the
nasty flu bug struck me hard.
not only im down with running nose,
even my stomach flu is back.
OH BOY :/
i dont wanna get sick all over again,
puhleeeeease.
i dont have to miss you with a bad mood (:Labels: (:, sick
loved; 2:54 AM
♥
what's life
too many things going on,
and on the surface, it just look like it's just one word -
emo.some feelings are just
unexplanable,
nobody will understand.i wish, i can have someone there,just to sit around, and that i dont have to say much.i dont need any consoling,cos it never work for me.i just need a hug and someone to tell me "it's okay."someone that does not forbids me to cry.and i guess you're gone.Labels: ):
loved; 1:01 AM
♥ Friday, August 29, 2008
this is the time.
it's finally the end of the week
(at least for the internship part, yesssss.)i bet next week shall get
busy already,
nevermind,
i'll learn from experience.unlike someone,
(not gonna say anything here, it pisses me off like totally.)met bacommers for dinner @
shokudo(suern, xingxian, qingfu, taolian, salny, samanthaheng, boonchin, benjaminchay, derek & hongwei)it was pre-celebration for suern's birthday & belated celebration for derek's.
and cake @
esplanade rooftop.the short few hours is enough to make up for my boredom this week,haha.
pictures shall be up when im free (:
more fun this weekends,
i hope.Labels: (:, bacomm, work
loved; 10:16 AM
♥ Tuesday, August 26, 2008
loner, a fact.
i finally decided to come back from my long personal break.
a break from the world i used to live in (:
i stayed off the computer and phone for about a week,
except replying a few sms from people who really care.
i guess, many people didnt even realise i was or why i was gone.
probably only
real friends would realise,
so now you know what kind of person you really are (:
after this break, i kicked the habit of staying online even if i had nothing to do.
sick and tired of staying online,
besides, im too lazy to take the
initiative to start a conversation with anyone
so my loves, do contact me by phone instead.attachment started, i'll probably post an entry on it on a
weekly basis (:
performance coming up, and i've yet chosen a song.
sorry people, im too lazy to get tickets for my supporters,
it's just one performance, i know you people will be there for me mentally.
that's more than enough,
thank you.this message goes out to everyone:
dont forget to date me out!
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RJ Helton - Missing Me
I love the way it feels when you touch my hand
Don't wanna let you go
I love the way you say that I am your man
Don't understand why we can't go on and go on
Don't understand why
You don't belong in my arms
And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me
It's funny how my heart just won't let it go
I just don't understand
It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow
The memories of you here with me by my side
I can't deny that you are the love of my life
And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me
And I still cry for you
And I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
And I still long for you
And I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away
I still cry for you
I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
I still long for you
I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away
And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me
I still cry for you
I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
I still long for you
I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me Labels: (:, lyrics, myself, work
loved; 10:57 AM
♥ Wednesday, August 13, 2008
to stay alive.
busy months ahead.
currently
TRYING to study for exams
- stay tune.
Labels: random
loved; 1:06 AM
♥ Thursday, August 07, 2008
i love you still
not long ago,
i was still
unsure if i was just saying or have i really moved on.
cos i was still looking back at many many things.
but today, i heard your song,
and i
smiled.
there's no doubt now.
yes, i moved on (:maybe i have a different definition about "moving on"
i will always remember all those moments,
but i dont miss you anymore.nevertheless,
i love you;
but it's no longer romance.
i see a bigger picture now,
the love i have for you and many people that i let them passed by (:im happy, again.Labels: (:, love
loved; 4:26 PM
♥ Wednesday, August 06, 2008
if it's time for me to go.
busy months ahead ):
peishan is gonna
study hard for her final papers
i hope i can do well for my papers, oh boy.
attachment is like
weeks away;
im gonna be super busy, running from work to school and stuffs.
but,
please ask me out on weekends.note to self: get an appointment for x-ray check.this is worrying.Labels: random
loved; 11:28 PM
♥ Saturday, August 02, 2008
where are you?
i realised, that i was much more confident back then.
about myself, about people around me, about anything.
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that could probably be the reason why she could afford to be so
dao in the past.
it's like it didnt matter to her if anyone
hates her.
you can tell her in the face, and she will get you to
back off.
it didnt matter to her what anyone thinks of her,
she's just her.
she doesnt smile when she doesnt feel like,
and thats why people start thinking she's got one
bad attitude.
but she's just being her,
truly her.
but i dont know where she has been these days,
she was
fading away, and before i know it,
she's gone.
and i miss her,
somehow.Labels: life, random
loved; 3:18 PM
